memories.

problem. speak. past.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

2:49 PM

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after researching on memory. ever tot i wouldnt pull tru.
got affected somehow. i guess.

but on a lighter note.
came across this jap drama.
(i know supposed to like chiong the proj =p)
hee but on a lighter note. this drama is really hopeful and encouraging.

liar game
http://www.mysoju.com/liar-game/

starting it seems manipulating but towards the end.
to me it's about believing.

is the same as memory. if we choose to forget.
there's bound to be day it resurfaces and u've to relive it again.
y not believe in good of pple.
and start trusting again.
maybe those bad memories would really just vanish.
ok. it sounds too idealistic.
but i guess the truth is to believe.

some see to believe.
while others believe to see.
in reality world. it's natural to see than believe.
but then. if u believe what u see. there's tt glimpse of hope.
rather than undermining or doubting anything.

hmm not sure who wil read this since proj is ending.
not sure if u all feel it's relevant.
or prob tink im just being emo or lame..hahaha
well.
this drama gave a little hope and smile.
so sharing it with u all ^^

many loves,
steffi ^^
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con⋅trol
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1.- to exercise restraint or direction over; dominate; command.

2.- to hold in check; curb: to control a horse; to control one's emotions.

3.- the act or power of controlling; regulation; domination or command:
Who's in control here?

4.- the situation of being under the regulation, domination, or command of another:
The car is out of control.

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Friday, February 13, 2009

5:13 AM

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an archive is something that is accumulated
over a life time. it could be in any form collected
by an individual. it is a unique by product of
uman activities. just like memory. memories
make up your life experiences. your collective
set of memories make who you are. every memory
is personal and exclusive. no two persons will
recall an experience identically. memory is
intangible. memorygives a sense of time. how each
one of us registers an event is different. but can
you trust your memory. is what that is presented
to you real. we control our memory. we decide
whether to remember it or not. it is not reliable and
can be distorted. memories are scary. you try to
tuck away a certain memory and hope to forget.
you succeed. but when looking at a memento or
familiar scene it triggers back that certain memory.
everything surfaces again. you relive that same
moment. it feels too real. we all need memories to
remind ourselves who we are. losing your memory
is like losing your identity. but since it is your
perception and decision how a memory is kept.
then what is real or not.

dont trust memory.
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Thursday, February 12, 2009

1:20 AM