problem. speak. past.


Sunday, February 8, 2009
8:55 PM
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memories are scary.
u experienced the event.
register the feelings, emotions, scene.
u try to tuck it away.
wishing and hoping u've gotten over it.
u finally did.
yet when sth triggers.
everything of the same emotion n issue.
good or bad.
usually bad.
just surfaces and feels like new.
feels like it just happen.
u live in tt same moment.
and wonder wth.
why must it surface again.
then u wish everything would just e peaceful.
no significant memories for u to register.
nth to trigger.
just plain boring smooth sailing peaceful image.

it just happened to me.

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memory is like talking to yourself.
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